Surrender

I had let the concerns be my focus. On top of it all, my physical was not feeling well. Fear crept in. As much as I tried the symptoms kept me off focused from seeing Jesus. “Why Lord have You not removed all of this?” I had prayed in frustration. It wasn’t until I threw my hands up to Heaven and said these words, “I surrender God” that relief came. Out of my breaking point of frustration I meant those words. I really didn't understand how much surrender meant, but I knew I meant it and so did God.



It wasn’t that I felt any changes in my physical or concerns after I said it, but my focused changed. I now could see Jesus again. Giving everything that I had prayed to God, meaning it in my heart as much as I knew how, brought instant relief in my heart and mind. I even received a phone call right after surrendering and made a sell in my home business.



Today, I feel much better physically. But the greatest of all is I have my joy back. The joy of the Lord is my strength. Direction has returned and even this morning I asked God to lead my day because I truly feel Him in charge. He led me to Himself. That is my starting point. I know His purpose for me this day is going God’s way along this journey of life. Not striving to please Him but just holding His hand as He leads me. It’s not hard nor is it overwhelming. It’s one step at a time staying focused in that moment where He is leading me. Peace will always be there. I may find myself in the midst of turmoil but it doesn’t mean I have to be moved by it. Jesus leads me beside the still waters and if I remain there, the days of my life will be peaceful.



Ask and it shall be given. I asked God to take charge of my life. He said, “Yes.” I know He has. What my day will hold or be is in the hands of God. I am the Follower not the Leader. I rest in that statement knowing I have a great Leader.



In a still small voice I heard my God say, “Lift your hands up to receive My blessings for this day.” As I did, I felt joy and received my blessings and fresh manna over my household and family for this very day. As I received I heard it was also to be given to others. Such a short time of sitting with God, but great rewards. I see this day through the eyes of Love.



“I ponder Your greatness, God, that You would take time for me.’ ‘I ponder Your love.”



Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His Righteousness and all these things shall be added.



Take a few moments and talk to God..you won’t be disappointed.



Amen!

Teresa R. Michieli, Mar.13,08 08:56